PROMISES

cha_n want to make promises

it is because of i want to graduate as soon as possible... and also about the next reason after my graduation ...

so, from now on, i want to make promises:

1. i will limit my internet access per day... [baba said about 4 hours a day for internet... is that still too much? ]

2. trying hard [not only trying chan... ] having full concentration for my thesis and final project

3. never give up... i must have self confidence, i can... i can... i can...

please... help me and remind me about this promises. i really need all advices and supports from all of u about this, a single word can maen everything for me [just like PMI said, a drop of yr blood can help others ].

so, hmm... what else? i think it is enough for now... all i have to do is working in this first

best regard

cha_n

friends from chat

i have experience about get and make friendship with YM...
actually, it become my hobby... :P
i have a lot of friends, and u know... more that half of my friends are indian.. is that very interesting?
i always laugh, and get confused, some of my chat friends said about love in our first meeting... fantastic... even, some of them want to marry me, and that is also in our first meeting... can u imagine that? so funny...

i like to chat, but i am also a picky one. internet is a dangerous place
i dont want to be racist too, but i dont know why, every time i go to chat, i only have indian, pakistan, bangladesh... or egypt... wow...
ok, i have an iraqi today, he is the first time, excellent!

back to picky things...
i have criterias when i select who will be my friends in internet...
sometime i can recognize the good one from our first meeting. so my friends in chat must be [in our first met said salaam] for me, introduce him/herself, dont like to BUZZ me, coz, if he/she do that well... so bye bye, i dont like to chat u no more, thanks, he/she is not a possessive type, have an open mind, dont like to use bad words and i dont like sex chat... go find someone else if u want to do that... not me... many more...

having friends is always makes me happy... thanks for all of u
no matter u r, i love u, so dont worry!

shadow

do u know a shadow? everyday u look shadows everywhere.
what is that? is that u, is that part of u? y shadow happen?
sometimes that will be nice to be shadow, u dont have to think, u have no mind
u follow someone, something entire of yr life
shadow, oh ya, really... i just think, what will shadow think about us,
what will it do?
will it laugh at us everyday?
hmmm... i try to put my self in shadow's perception
well i am rina's shadow
i see her everyday
accompany her since she was a baby
she cried, she laughed
she wanted to know everything when she was a baby
tried to reach everything near her
as a shadow, i just can see her, not more
as we know, i have no right to tell something about her or give any suggestion…
what’s going on now… where is her willing to know about everything,
where is her curiousity?

life is just like that… y we have that spirit when we were just babies and have those desperados when we are grown up…
or maybe it is just happen with me ?

wow… i hope not… oops, sorry i hope yes it is, i hope only me who has that fool thinking of desperado… :P

first step

First step is the hardest thing in the world. I feel that now.
All big things begin with a simple thing.
Why does it become so hard?
All my friends said me that i always have very good plans in my life. But in reality, good plans is nothing without good spirit, hard works and good wills. And for the truth, i think i have no hard works and all because i have no spirit

Ah, ya… what is this, it is not sound like cha_n… i never have this pessimistic tense
But, ya… i also confuse about this.
Obstacles are every where in this world, and always can pass all obstacles in my life. But for this final research, i have no self confidence, i have no spirit. What happen to me?
Oh ya, for the first step, what do i need? Spirit?
i just read “Personality Plus” and it said that i am a sanguinis - colleris type, it means i need spirit from other people. I think that is true
i am really glad to have u Ali, friends and my beloved family. U give me spirit, thanks.
I hope today will be different. I still need your support everybody.

So… snmpstat, when will i can install u? the days gone so easily. My dad was right, i got disoriented…

selamat

pertama-tama cha_n mo ucapin selamat tuk http://ansmid.blogthing.com... dalam satu hari bisa seminar plus sidang... wow kewreeen.....

pokoknya bantuin cha-n sep abis ini :P

duh dah lama juga gak isi blog, maunya sih tiap hari, tapi kok tiap hari gak ada yang berubah ya, jadinya males isi, hehehe...

akhirnya chan memutuskan, pake snmpstat aja, kayaknya bakal cocok deh
http://snmpstat.sourceforge.net/
cha_n tau kayaknya chan tuh aneh banget, kok ampe hari gini belom ada kemajuan, males dan males bawaannya...
tuh materi dari link diatas dah di-print tinggal dibaca...
pak tito... dikau sungguh tega padaku, hiks hiks... sep pokoknya bantuin...

btw, nah ini dia nih poto2 waktu chan main ke kampus... hopefully u can enjoy...
ini auditorium faperta....



nah kalo ini danau LSI....


kalo yang ini ruang belajar dipoto dari luar... keren ya??? baru sih, mudah2an tetep terjaga...